Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Ahhhhh

I saw my cardiologist today and I am being weaned off of my heart medicine. I am so very fucking relieved because I would think of my mortality each time I swallowed a pill. Y'all may not understand the previous statement, but each pill reminds me that we're all fragile and not permanent. Shit, I'll stop before I get too depressing....lmao.

So now I'm going to focus on exercise and losing the remaining baby weight that doesn't seem to want to go away. I've been frustrated because I feel I should have lost five pounds by now, but my weight has stayed completely the same. THE SAME!!! I know I had Tommy less than four months ago, but I figured eating no more than 1400 calories a day and getting at least 45 minutes of exercise five days a week that I would be down to what I weighed when I was almost five months pregnant. I do find it sort of funny I weigh more not pregnant than I did almost halfway through.

Okay, I'll stop whining and continue to be grateful I'm still here.

2 comments:

  1. Ok stop whining LOL Being Skinny isnt everything. You're healthy, Tommy is healthy, Katherine is healthy..Randy...well he's Randy and I suppose he's healthy.

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  2. I know being skinny isn't everything, but staying healthy is everything to me at the moment.

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